大扫除 today

In case you are wondering, it's not chinese new year yet.

Damn tiring!

My room looks rather clean and tidy now :)

I took like 5 hours and I sneezed so many times. Had sore throat, cough and flu for the past two days. The dust sort of worsened my phlegm. I almost couldn't breathe halfway.

Sigh.

But i am only halfway done with my spring cleaning:( Shall continue tmr.

My worksheets and table are too dusty. I haven't cleaned them since the O levels :(

I almost got a heart attack today. I was clearing my bookshelf when I found a cockcroach on my book. Luckily it was dead. But still. I think I was super brave. I didn't ask anyone for help. I cringed my nose, held my breathe and very slowly moved the book to the dustbin which was quite a distance away and quickly flung it in. PHEW! You have no idea how scary it was. I was super afraid that it will like revive and start moving . ARGH >< I think it has been dead for a long time. Quite gross. I am so terribly afraid of insects. I don't think i will ever overcome this phobia.

I wonder how my kids will think of me as a mum who is so terrified by bugs. I don't know why my parents have no adverse reactions to creepy crawlies. I think it's okay for girls to be frightened by bugs. As for guys, it seems a little un-manly to be startled by insects.

Imagine, if you are a father and your child sees a HUGE cockroach and relies on you to catch it.
Your child has always seen you as a hero, a big fatherly figure. Then you, being terribly afraid of cockroach, screams and runs away. The tall, manly image that your child has of you is shattered. Hmm so if you don't want to lose face in front of your child in the future, train hard now, by catching cockroaches with your bare hands to add more points to your manliness factor.

I do know of some guys who are afraid of bug:) haha good luck then

Jiayou me for another round of mass cleaning at library tomorrow and spring cleaning at home.